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June 20th, 2005
10:31 pm - BEA-U-TI-FUL apartments
Chris and I found the apartments we are going to live in today. They are called the Villages at La Mesa. Mmmm.. palm trees, pools and sun. I'm excited. I hope Tammy decides to come too. We would have a great time here. Anyway, I'm having a good vacation. Chris and I go out every day and he shows me around so I can have some idea of where I will be living. It's a big change from oregon, but it will be nice. Start over, be close to my family. I'll still be across the country from my sister but I will visit her and hopefully she will come visit me. Yay for love and new beginnings.
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Current Music: ddr in the background
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June 18th, 2005
01:44 pm
I am officially back together with the love of my life. After a year of being broken up, we are mended. I love him.
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May 11th, 2005
11:30 pm
I had my first BAR experience today. I'm in NYC with my sister, and she took me to this place, imfamous for serving under age people, and I drank two bikini martini's, a cosmo, and four shots of this melon and malibu stuff. It's safe to say I'm pretty drunk. But I wanna go home to my baby. I miss him so much. oy...
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February 24th, 2005
12:00 am - MAJOR UPDATE
So, I know I haven't updated in a while, but this story calls for an update. My ex boyfriend Sean was ALL over the news tonight. He stole a flag and ripped it to shreds and got caught for it when they searched his house for shit he stole from Jim brickman, who is a grammy award winning singer. This all started because I reported him to the cops about my car being vandalized. I knew it was him, so there was a warrant out for him. I got a restraining order a couple of days ago. The sherriff tried to serve it to him today, but guess what? HE WAS IN JAIL. Ever since I reported him, the cops have been asking me all these questions about the stolen things. I bet some of you probably saw it on the news. WOO HOO!! I hate him!
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December 31st, 2004
05:30 pm - ok...
2004 SURVEY
01. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? moved out on my own, some things Im not proud of...
02. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
no, I didnt, and no, I wont
03. Did someone close to you give birth? nope
04. Did anyone close to you die? daddy
05. Chris deleted this question but i think it was something about travel?
new york
06. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
hmmm, more control over my life
07. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
january 24th, day my dad died
08. What was your biggest achievement(s) of the year?
quitting
09. What was your biggest failure(s)?
starting
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
just got real sick
11. What was the best thing you bought?
an apartment
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
sydney, she got herself away from the things that were getting her in trouble. I really admire that
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
my own and the couple of people that went down with me, people I considered to be my friends.
14. Where did most of your money go?
rent
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
going to new york to see my sister
16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
save a horse, ride a cowboy
17. Compared to this time last year, are you
i. happier or sadder? eh
ii. thinner or fatter?
sameish
iii. richer or poorer?
richer, I have control over my own money
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
school, work
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
drugs
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
I spent it pretty much alone, but its ok
22. Did you fall in love in 2004?
Im on my way there
23. How many one-night stands?
none
24. What were your favorite TV programs?
Sex and the City
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
yea i think so
26. What was the best book you read?
dont remember
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
The used
28. What did you want and get?
I got a good boyfriend that treats me well, no matter what anyone thinks of him or us.
29. What did you want and not get?
eh
30. Favorite film of this year?
none
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
17, nothing really. I think I just hung out with sean actually
32.What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
good, real friendships that could make it through anything... we'll see
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
whats clean
34. What kept you sane?
me? sane?
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
andy roddick
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
measure 36
37. Who do you miss?
TIKI my kitty. haha, she is under Matt and Katies care at the apt while me and brian are here in NY. I miss my parents a lot too. I think about them a lot around this time of year.
38. Who was the best new person you met?
Brian , Katie, Matt
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004:
Experimenting... ok, but anything beyond that will fuck up your life.
40. Best live shows of this year.
uh?
41. Best drink?
parrot bay mango
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September 28th, 2004
03:44 pm - GIT 'ER DONE!
YAY! Will and I got a microwave and a toaster today! Our little house is slowly but surely turning into a home. I really love it there. I have my own, decent sized bedroom, and bathroom. We got a kitty name Tequila (Tiki for short). She is so sweet. She has a brother named Danny that now belongs to Jeannette. They were sad to be separated but now Tiki has come to terms with it and seems to be happy as ever. Will and I went out to lunch with his aunt Amy today. She is such a nice woman, kind of reminds me of Charlotte from SaTC.
On another note, friendships that I have always cherished so much seem to be slipping away, the trust I used to have is fading, and I don't know exactly what to do.
On the good side, some friendships seem to be growing stronger and stronger. My left brain is having a hard time with stuff right now, but I know she will pull through, she always does (you know who you are). I can rely on her for anything, and no matter how much we fight, we are always there when the other one is falling. She will never understand how much I truly do appreciate her.
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September 14th, 2004
02:54 pm - my car
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August 27th, 2004
03:40 pm - Update
I don't have a computer at my apartment yet, so I am at the library right now. I move into a townhome in the same complex on the 15th of sept, so thats exciting. 2 bedrooms, 2.5 bathrooms, kitchen, living room, dining room, washer and dryer. Anyway, school soon (bleh). There are people I havent seen at all this summer that I really need to, so call my cell. 503 307 9517
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August 16th, 2004
07:17 pm - guess what?
I GOT AN APARTMENT! I move in on thursday if anyone would like to help, I will provide anyone who does with lunch and stuff. Its really nice, I cant wait.
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July 28th, 2004
01:23 am
My new shoozies, in white
Tam got the same ones in black, we are shoe twins
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July 24th, 2004
01:36 pm
Oh god, I had the best night last night. It was sooooo much fun. I was great to see everyone again and even meet a lot of new people. Here are some quotes from the night:
Me: you know what the best cure for a hangover is? An asprin, and a beer in the
morning...
Shane: And a pancake
Me: Ya, but just ONE
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Me: I just saw David's penis! AH!!!
Cory: WHERE?!
Me: where the hell do you think?
David: Its on my forehead!
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Rose: Cory, let's see your wienis! (the skin on the back of your elbow)
Cory: look!
Rose: WOW! IT'S HUGE!
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Jenny: Is that turkey sandwich good?
Me: Yes, except it has mayonaise
Jenny: I dont eat mayonaise
Me: It's ok, it's the kind from the box
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Rose: It hurts me when you twist my nipples.
AH... good times. If anyone remembers anything that was said that was highly amusing, post it in my comments.
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July 22nd, 2004
11:05 pm - Things
I hate my feelings and my heart being pulled in all different directions! He needs to make up his minds about what he wants, cause I know what I want. It's all up to him now. Im tired of this break up/make up shit. One way or the other, please. I love him, but this is taking a huge toll on my heart. God dammit.
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July 21st, 2004
12:17 am
What About YOU...?
What shall i call you?: Emilee
What do you NOT want to be called?: bitch
How old are you?: 16
When were you born?: September 16, 1987
Where were you born?: Mission Viejo
Do you still live there? If not, do you wish you did?: no, and I dont remember it, so no.
What School do you go to?: RHS
Do you like it there?: Sometimes...
Music?!?!?!
What is your favorite genre?: Country or emo... hehe
Whats your favorite band(s)?: Story Of The Year
Favorite Song(s)?: Swallow the knife or Whiskey lullaby
Do you like your music loud? ;): Yes!
Friends
Who is your best friend?: Lex, Syd, Tam, and Danny boy
Do they concider you their best friend?: possibly
How long have you known this person?: Lex- three years, Syd, 5 years, Tam, 3 years, Dan- forever!
Do you trust this person with your life?: I do
Do you trust them with your deepest secrets?: yes, as Lex and Dan already know (I love you guys! thanks for being there for me always)
Do they know everything about you?: Pretty much
Have they met most of your family?: ya
Does your family like them?: I don't have much family, but I think Jessica does
Has your friend ever wanted to "boing" one of your family members?: I sure hope not
If they did want to, how would you feel?: to each his own, I guess, lol
Out of your friends...who is...
the craziest?: Amy
the calmest?: Sydney, most of the time
the most pessemistic?: not really sure
the most optimistic?: Sydney
the slowest?: I don't wanna say...
the wittiest?: Lexi
the most intelligent?: Jason
the most religious?: Andrea
the hottest?: WILL
the cutest?: Tammy
the easiest to talk to?: Lex
the hardest to talk to?: none
the best with talking to about your problems?: Lex or Tam
the worst with talking to about your problems?: none
the one you want to "boing"? (i wont tell): WILL!!!!!
Deeper Shit...
Have you been in love?: Yes
Are you in love at the moment?: unfortunately, yes
If so, does this person know you love them?: yes, with all my heart
If they dont, do you intend on telling them?: n/a
Whats the one thing you wish for in life?: to live happily ever after
Do you believe in miracles?: yes
If you had 5 days to live...what would you do?: tell all my secrets, tell everyone I love them, do a ton of drugs, steal a nice car, drive far away blasting my music, and eventually run my car off the road on the last day.
which one person would you spend the last days with?: my sister or Chris
How do you know when youre in love?: you can feel your heart start to twitter when you see them and you can just lay with them for hours without even speaking or doing anything, just being with them. (haha, I was twitter)
How do you feel about Death?: its inevitable, so I have no feelings on it. I have dealt with a lot of it.
Do you have a philosophy on life?: To each, his own
Do you believe in life after death?: not sure
What about Reincarnation?: no
Favorites
...food: ummm, sushi
...drink: smirnoff triple twist
...color: green and black
...animal: ferret
...tv show: Outback Jack!
...movie: The Notebook or Butterfly Effect
...album: Story of the year
...band: see above
...song: already asked?
...decade: now
...car: Mercedes 230 kompressor
...city: san diego
...country: US of A
...actor: dunno
...actress: dunno
...starbucks beverage: triple, grande, non fat white chocolate mocha
...time of day: night time
...day of week: friday
...position: huh? *ditzy smile*
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July 20th, 2004
12:14 am - Oh ROSIE!
I knew it would be this way!
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July 19th, 2004
12:59 am - Tell me...
What Would You Do If
I cried:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I WERE hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:
What Do You Think About My
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Mannerisms:
Family:
Would You
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth, no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
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July 17th, 2004
01:25 pm - Quick poll!
Should I keep my hair brown or dye it back to really blonde for my senior pics?
Brown
Blonde
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July 15th, 2004
12:22 am - Wheeee!
1.) Pick 10 songs
2.) List your favorite lyric from each (Try to refrain from using the title)
3.) Post them in your LJ for friends to try and guess what they are
1) I don't wanna be your idol, see this pedestal is high and I'm afraid of heights
2) We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it.
3) It seems the only blessing I have left to my name, Is not knowing what we could have been, What we should have been
4) I must be strong, and carry on, cause I know I don't belong, here in heaven.
5) Say my name 5 times, Tech tech tech tech N9N@, I will appear in your mirror through your chest rippin' out your spine! (rose, this one's for you!)
6) Never quite sure where we're going, white water splash white white water splash (for Casey ;-) )
7) Sweat baby, sweat, baby sex is a texas drought, me and you do the kinda stuff that only prince would sing about.
8) So lets make this night be our best mistake
thats all I can think of, happy hunting!
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July 14th, 2004
06:20 pm - Tonight, the heartache's on me...
The heartache is really setting in right now. Every time I see him, my heart sinks and I can feel it hurting. The phrase "having a broken heart" is actually real, when you hurt so bad that you actually get an ache in your heart, it's real... I noticed it today when he walked in the door after getting home from work. He looked at me and smiled and my heart just felt like it was about to stop working, just die right there. I wanted to cry but I didn't want him to see me hurting. I wish I could just get over him and move on with things. I love him so much, but I have done so much to deserve this.
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July 13th, 2004
06:39 pm - Lifes usefull facts...
did you know that a woman's breat milk kills cancer cells? Hmm, does that mean its healthy? Or TOXIC! I learned this from my new buddy, haha. Don't ask please...
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